I don't know why I'm so spiritually perplexed here lately. I used to never ask such a thing. But, lately I seem to have a case of the " Doubting Thomas" syndrome. Is this something we all go through when we get devastating news?
I hate to even type it. But, according to God if its in your heart, he already knows. So, there's really no point in trying to hide it.
What kind of God would allow cancers, murders, school shootings and death of innocent children? And if he's real, then who would want to serve a God like that?
In the bible they speak of great miracles that were witnessed. They didn't have to wonder if there was a God. God spoke audibly to Adam and Eve, parted the Red Sea, turned water into wine and so on...we've all heard the stories. Why are all of us now left to only stories...and told by preachers to have faith. We don't get to see any of those wonderful things. I don't know about you, but I'd sure like to hear God whisper to me "Peace be still" from time to time.
Although my faith is very weak at the moment, I will continue to hold onto what thread of it I have left. And continue to hold onto the words, "This too shall pass."
I also have mixed feelings on the god-no god situation from time to time. Or is it fate or faith; either way. Whatever "it" may be.. it brought you and your hubby together for happiness, love and yes to face challenges together. The postive happiness and love FAR outweights the unfavorable challenge. There are friends and family to help you folks through it.
ReplyDeleteYou are so right...The love he has brought in my life and the love that we share is more valuable than anything...We will beat this Cancers ass...Together!!!!! Thank you for such kind words..
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